ANTARA DUA KASIH

Tanda kasih yang abadi

Dalam senang jua dalam kesempitan

Kasih Ilahi tiada bersempadan

Tak memilih siapa tidak berakhir

Kekal selamanya

Di antara dua kasih

Di maqamnya yang berbeza

Mudah dijumpa namun sukar untuk diperlihara

Lahir dari ketulusan jiwa bersuluhkan iman

Namun nafsu menodainya

Terkadang kasih kita sesama insan

Bisa mengundang keredhan Tuhan

jika insan menghargainya

Dan memuliakannya

Kasih sayang Allah kekal selamanya

Kasih manusia hanya sementara

Deru ombak pecah berderai

Mengulang pantai datang dan pergi

Begitu kasih insan diibaratkan

Bagai ombak merubah pantai

-unic-

• kadang-kadang kita sibuk mencari hingga kita lupa ketentuan-Nya
• kita selalu berasa kosong hingga kita lupa kita masih ada-Nya
• kita selalu merungut kerana apa yg diinginkan tidak ukup dikecapi, hingga kita lupa, semua yg ada adalah milik-Nya.

-milik Allah Yang Esa.

IBU AYAH

[3.08 A.M] say AlhamdulilAllah for this chance.
HOMESICK??? yes! I am. Again... IBU. you were tested by some emotional issues. Be in the family in-law who not sincerely like you is bitter moment in your life. I know it. But, for this moment, I only your daughter that useless and did not have anything. I did not have anything that can be proud of you. I just can pray that all gonna be ok and fine. I know that you are strong mom eventhough you are far from your family. I promise that when I finished my degree, we will stay to KL back as our plan.   Ayah! I am proud of you. Let be bygone bygone. this time for start new life. I have learn many things from your problem. 

1. Be what you wanna to be..not follow others eventhough they are your family. 
2. Choose our friend carefully. A true friend sticks with you through hard times but fake friend will leave when things get to hard. And I noticed that Ibu is Ayah's best friend. She always be on your side eventhough she has to stay in this critical condition. I know that Ibu can confronted this moment by your side.
3. Money can buy love. love either from you own family or friend. when you did not anything, you can see who is truthly sincere in relationship. 

for Ayah : 

Lastly before I sleep, 

 actually for both of you mom and dad :)
  sincerely from your daughter ,  nurulhidayah

CORETAN

[22.03.2014] UMUR dia GENAP 21 TAHUN..dilahirkan dan dibesarkan di Pahang. Merupakan anak ke-7 daripada 8 orang adik beradik.. mata sepet..dulu badan kurus.haha.Dia sangat marah kalau orang panggil dia keding.haha. Tinggi. Hidung mcm mancung. Budak tak suka minyak rambut. Budak suka main bola. Selalu jadi keeper. Budak maahad. Nampak pemalu. Sebenarnya,dia lagi tak malu.haha. Takut pacat. Kalau bab duit, sangat boros. Dia teliti. Memilih baju. Jaga muka. Katanya mak dia ajar mcm tu. So,kena terima. PLKN-detik persahabatan :)

Masa aku tidur dengar ceramah. Kawan kejut. Kawan dia panggil n cakap dia nk kwn. Aku jahat. Bagi number tipu. (biar dia usaha sikit n laki xboleh caya).haha. Pastu dia cakap number chinese angkat. Aku ngan kawan2 gelak2. Tapi kesian jugak.haha. Sambung tido. Malas nak lyn. pastu kawan aku nama dayah zaid bg number betul. :) Kami kenal. Kalau bertembung malu nk tegur. Dalam kelas,xnak pandang dia. Malu plak hati ni. Lagipun, kami kawan ja. Satu hari, aku kena ejek ada "madu". Dipanggil oleh satu kumpulan kawan perempuan dan ditanya, 'kenal norzi?', "ada apa-apa ngan dia?" aku hanya senyap. semua jawapan dayah zaid yang jawab. dia dah macam PA aku dah. Balik bilik,bengang. Sebab kena panggil mcm tu. kena pandang pelik dari org..kena tunjuk2 lagi. bukan marah kat mereka tapi marah kat Norzi. Kalau Norzi tak ada apa2 ngan dia, tak akan dia cari aku. Malam tu, masa beratur, dia pandang, aku nyorok. 'merajuk la konon'. Dayah zaid pergi jumpa dia, cakap jangan ganggu aku. Dia tu hati macam perempuan . Kalah aku. Terus sedih. Nasib baik aku xnampak. kalau x, rasa bersalah pula. Dia cakap,dia tak tahu apa2. Dia bagi aku kertas tulis MELAKA-PAHANG. Aku suka! Sejak tu, kalau merajuk, mesti dia belanje air botol ais lemon tea. Paling seronok tengok dia kena denda. LOMPAT BINTANG.,,1,2,3,4,5..LOMPAT! haha.

                     KANTOI- kami tukar nametag. Tak tahu pula dia pakai. Jurulatih(JL) nampak. Dia kena soal. Aku nyorok. Masa JL suruh panggil aku, dia cakap, aku dah balik. sory..sebab baru nak ckp tq. Malam tu, dia pakai baju malayu hitam siap sampin. JL perempuan dah panggil aku. Tanya mana nametag. Aku jawab kat kawan. JL tu cakap, habislah awak malam ni. Aduhai! apa lagi ni. Malam tu aku pun pakai baju kurung hitam. nak jadi kan cerita. Masa berkumpul, JL lelaki panggil dia keluar. Dia pulak kena panggil aku. Memang malu n nak nangis pun ada masa tu. Baju pulak boleh sama!haha. Apa lagi, kena gosipla kami.  Esoknya, masa  beratur, ramai cakap yang diaorg dah tukar lagi lama dari kami..tapi kami yang kantoi. Memang takdir nak kecoh satu kem.haha. Dia aktif jugak masa tu. Muka nampak macam budak baik tpi sebenarnya nakal. Selalu lambat. ke surau pakai selipar. Bila JL nak cek,cpt2, balik tukar.. ngelat ye awak! :P

Kalau nak tulis, memang banyak nak tulis. Tapi, saya tulis ni nak cakap kat awak, SELAMAT HARI KEPUTERAAN. macam ayat awak selalu cakap, anauhibbukafillah :) semoga awak tabah. Yang saya cerita ni, semua kisah yang saya cuba buat awak senyum n gelak. Tapi, saya tahu, banyak dugaan awak terima. It's not easy to stand on your feet. Tapi, sebagai sahabat, saya akan doakan awk. TERIMA KASIH sebab: Ajar saya sabar. Ajar saya bersyukur. Sabar dengan perangai saya. ************************************************************************* Dia ajar aku sabar dengan org yang kita syg. Dia ajar, kasih sayang lebih bermakna dari harta benda. Kaya harta tak semestinya kaya kasih sayang.  YA!!! itu sahabat saya. SAHABAT ISTIMEWA! segan plak rasanya. Tak mampu nak bg hadiah. Ni la coretan saya untuk budak pacat ni.:P #dahtigatahuntakjumpa

Rasicts

Yeah!! First class for electronic and photonic 1..

[9.56 a.m]

-Wait for prof to start the lecture. Before she started the class,she asked who are in engineering physic course.. And she said "you are most welcome to this course".

Then,she said strictly that "for those who not engineering physic,you are not welcome!" She keep on repeating that statement until made me to think somethings.

"why we can't take this course?" 

"what different between they and us?"

"we took almost the same subject last semester except optic that provide 2 unit for yhem and i took material sc which provide 3 unit.Luckily,my png survive above 3.0"

I don't want to tell all of you about my png, but I wanted to tell that 'sometimes,we can got better result than them.' Thats why I don't want to drop this subject. YUP! I actually challege your mood my dear lecturer! Sorry because I will be one of the people who you annoyed. Sorry because I won't drop this course and tq for challenging me more .. I hold my word. :) 

I don't want to be somebody who proud with his/her achievement, but I just to cheer me up with your downful word. I know that you are more experience than me. I sure that you know, if I not took this subject as elective subject this current semester, I have to take this subject for next semester II too. So, I will pray for me as well as my friend for miracle happen. Score this subject and change your opinion about other physic's major courses. :) Again. I'm nothing without your knowledge. God knows everything and I sure that every cloud has silver lining. #feelguilty #sorry 

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