[3.08 A.M] say AlhamdulilAllah for this chance.
HOMESICK??? yes! I am. Again... IBU. you were tested by some emotional issues. Be in the family in-law who not sincerely like you is bitter moment in your life. I know it. But, for this moment, I only your daughter that useless and did not have anything. I did not have anything that can be proud of you. I just can pray that all gonna be ok and fine. I know that you are strong mom eventhough you are far from your family. I promise that when I finished my degree, we will stay to KL back as our plan.
Ayah! I am proud of you. Let be bygone bygone. this time for start new life. I have learn many things from your problem.
- Be what you wanna to be..not follow others eventhough they are your family.
- Choose our friend carefully. A true friend sticks with you through hard times but fake friend will leave when things get to hard. And I noticed that Ibu is Ayah's best friend. She always be on your side eventhough she has to stay in this critical condition. I know that Ibu can confronted this moment by your side.
- Money can buy love. love either from you own family or friend. when you did not anything, you can see who is truthly sincere in relationship.
for Ayah :
Lastly before I sleep,
actually for both of you mom and dad :)
sincerely from your daughter ,
nurulhidayah